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I'M 32 YEARS OLD MARRIED WITH 2 DAUGHTERS AND A STEP SON. I HAVE A CHIHUAHUA AND TWO CATS. I LOVE BEING A CHRISTIANS A WIFE AND MOTHER. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A WHOLE LOT JUST TO GET TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE. BUT WITH THE GRACE OF GOD'S PATIENT AND LOVE FOR ME I'M FINALLY HERE AND SAVED AGAIN. I DON'T PLANNED ON GOING BACK BECAUSE THERE'S NOT ANYTHING OUT THERE IN THIS WORLD FOR ME NOW BUT JESUS.LAST YEAR "2006" MY LITTLE ONE HAD TO BE HOSPITALIZED FOR A WEEK AND HAD TO HAVE SURGERY DONE. OTHER THEN HER HEART MUR MUR (3 HOLES IN HER HEART) SHE HAS TO BE ON MEDICATION FOR SEIZURES. THAT'S WHEN I STARTED TO CALL ON GOD FOR HELP. UNFORTUNATELY I STILL WAS NOT SAVED OR GOING TO CHURCH. THEN IN MARCH "2007" MY OLDEST DAUGHTER'S DAD( WHO WAS MARRIED AND HAD 2 MORE DAUGHTERS) SUDDENLY PASSED AWAY AT THE AGE OF 35.MY DAUGHTER HAD NO CLUE THAT HER DAD WAS EVEN SICK. HE PASSED AWAY ON A SUNDAY IN HIS HOUSE ON HIS CHAIR. I HAD MY DAUGHTER THAT WEEKEND AND HIS WIFE DISCOVERED HIM 15 MINUTES BEFORE I TOOK MY DAUGHTER BACK TO HER DAD'S HOUSE. THAT IS WHEN I REALLY TURN TO GOD TO HELP MY FAMILY AND I. I JUST COULD IT DO IT ON MY OWN ANY MORE. THEN HIS WIFE TOOK ME BACK TO COURT AND ENDED UP GETTING GUARDIANSHIP OF MY DAUGHTER OVER ME, GO FIGURE. IT BOTHERED ME AT FIRST, THAT DAY I WAS ANGRY AT GOD AND ASKING HIM WHY? I WAS EVEN GOING TO GIVE UP ON MY DAUGHTER. BUT WHEN I WAS SLEEPING GOD STARTED TALKING TO ME AND HE TOLD ME NOT TO GIVE ON MY DAUGHTER. SHE NEEDED ME TO TAKE HER TO CHURCH AND BE THERE FOR HER. IT WAS IT ALL ABOUT MY PAIN IT WAS ABOUT HER PAIN AND WHAT GOD WANTED FOR HER AND HER SISTERS. I GAVE IT TO GOD AND HE HONESTLY HELPED ME THROUGH THE ANGER AND HURT I WAS FEELING. I FEEL IN MY HEART THAT MY DAUGHTER IS WITH HER STEP MOM FOR MANY REASONS BEYOND MY SEEING. SHE IS THERE TO SHED THE LIGHT ON THE UNSAVED TO BE SAVED. ALTHOUGH I MAY NOT HAVE HER AS MUCH AS I WOULD LOVE WHEN SHE IS WITH ME SHE LOVES GOING TO CHURCH, SHE ALWAYS DOES ALTAR CALL. THANKS TO GOD'S LOVE AND PATIENTS WE ARE ALL SAVED AND BORN AGAIN. I HAVE NO REGRETS BECAUSE IF IT WAS NOT FOR THE PAIN AND HURT MY FAMILY AND I HAD BEEN THROUGH WE WOULD NOT HAVE CALLED ON GOD TO COME INTO OUR LIVES AGAIN. WE ARE SAVED AND ALTHOUGH WERE NOT PERFECT LIKE GOD WE DO OUR BEST TO GIVE GOD OUR ALL. I AM A BETTER PERSON NOW AND I SEE THINGS IN A WHOLE NEW LIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF MY SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST. GOD IS GOOD AND TO SERVE GOD IS WHAT I LIVE FOR NOW. "NOT OF THIS WORLD" AND PROUD OF IT!