Title: Today I am not in a very good mood
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Blog Entry: Today I am not in a very good mood. You may say that i woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I am just frustrated with my life so far and i don't know what I can do to change it. I've tried making changes in the past but they never lasted and I always went back to the same old thing. I've tried losing weight,dyeing my hair getting new clothes and trying new hobbies but none of this worked. To me my life is so boring and slow and I am waiting for something to happen to turn things around. I'm in a financial bind too and I never have enough money for the things I want to do.I've tried to cut back my spend but I don't have alot spending money to begin with because it all goes to the bills and I feel crunched all of the time. But I am getting used to being by myself now. It doesn't seem as bad as it used to be. when I don't think about it is even better. Maybe I should stop thinking about it then. I'm just hoping and praying that things will better than what I have been through and I don't want fear of change to paralyze me. I am definitely getting out of here and going back to PA. I just wish I knew how long i have before the hosue gets sold and I get my money in my hands.
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