Title: Am I running out of time?
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Blog Entry: Am I running out of time? I am 38 years old and I am very confused about what to do with the rest of my life. I already know that serving the Lord is an important part of my life but I couldn't make it as a missionary or a minister. I couldn't be a missionary to parts of the world because I take a lot of medicine for my Bi-Polar illness and wouldn't be able to get it in a remote country. Then I thought about becoming a fully ordained minister Of the United Methodist denomination,but it takes so long and requires alot of study and I really don't have the money to go all the way to fully ordained minister. I was supposed to start at an On-line University for Christian Leadership to get my Bachelor's Degree. But I have had a very rough year economically. I rented an apartment but was only able to stay there for five months because I couldn't keep up with it and all the money I had saved up got spent towards the rent until I couldn't afford it anymore so I had to turnover the apartment. Then I also ended up in the hospital twice this past summer and lost most of my confidence to be able to go to school. I am not married and never had any children and at my age I really need to hurry up and make a decision if I want to settle down,get married and raise a family. I have prayed about all of this many,many times and I don't know when he is going to answer my prayers about this so all I can do is wait and see what happens next. I hope things improve soon.
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