I know you don't know me, so you're prolly thinking, who the heck is she to try and give me advice... but don't be so hard on him or your self... maybe he just realized that you are the one for him... yes i know it hurts, but life will go on regardless, you're only 13, you've still got a long time to try out different guys to find the right one... the one that will treat you like you deserve... guys never really grow up totally, but guys your age are the worst... feel free to comment me back if you want to talk about anything... I'm a good listener