I sit in the dark
Crying my heart out
I just want the voice to go away
It just keeps saying
Your worthless
Your stupid
No one cares
You’ll be nothing
Just end it all
Make it easier on yourself
Kill yourself
Do it now…
It goes on and on
For hours upon hours
It just wont stop
I take a knife
And press it against my wrist
I hold it there
Thinking a million to one
The voices keep getting louder and louder
Faster and faster
All I want them is to go away
I stop for a brief moment
And hear a small voice
A voice that sounds like rushing water
In the distance
I focus on that voice
I close my eyes
And see a hand reaching out to me
And the voice saying
Come to me
Come to me
That’s all it was saying
Come to me
I only had two options
Life or Death
It was in my hands now
Take my life
Or live
I reached out to the hand
The closer I came to it
The more I drew to the voice
The less the had heard the other voice
I reached out and grabbed the hand
As soon as I did that
It all went away
Everything was peaceful
Everything was better
No more voiced trying to make me kill myself
Just love
That’s all I felt
Was love
Love like never before
Love that I knew it could only be from one person
I give my life to him
I give it all to him
He saved me
And he is my Lord
He is my King of Kings
He is my father
I love him with all my heart and soul
Come to him and He will do the same for you
He will carry you through the storm
He will take your problems and carry them for you
Just give it all to him
Do not hold back
And He will exalt you
