I think calm after the storm is proper for this blog title if you read my past blog. It was a storm in my heart. It was loud, and unbearable for me. I think I went to bed in the worst shape I have for a long time. I could go into great detail of comparing my last blog entry to a storm, but I am not going to. I am too sleepy.
At the moment, God has just helped me be more calm today. I never turned the news on, and I never read the People magazine. I stayed away from all possible interactions with something that could depress me. God looked out for me as I went about my day, and I am very glad He did. I managed to not think to much about all the stuff that has been plaguing me, and I as read last nights blog I got to thinking about it.
I am worried about one of my current friends, I think this friend is sinking deep into the sin of homosexuality. All I know to do is pray for this friend because don't want to seem like I am trying to change them, even though I sorta want to. Where is a friend that feels the same way about all this stuff? I sure could use one right now...
Today I prayed a lot, and I am more than ready to head to church in the morning. I need to go to church, and be in a holier place.
Is my job getting to me? Nah!
~Brandon (The Hunk)