so i've gotten back on the track again! thank you for all of your prayers! i have to admit, these past few months, has been the MOST difficult time in my ENTIRE life to say the least. im not gonna bore you and go into detail with everything that has went on...but it has truely been tough! i got back on track a few sundays ago, (thank you Johnathan, you will never know how you impacted my life!) i know God has a wonderful plan for me and my family, even though i cant see it at this moment..its probably slappin me in the face! lol...anyways, just wanted to share a few thoughts and feelings...everyone is asleep here and its quiet so it has given me some time to think and spend time with God. thank you for letting me vent! and thank you for all of the prayers!! i really do appreciate it more than i will ever be able to express! and thank you to my friends and family for not giving up, yes brother richard, once again i say that! lol....and for putting up with me in my time of difficulty and being difficult....i hope you all have been resting better now! i love you lots! good nite! me : )