13
Jun/2008

by PaulaKutch

Last night I was in rare form. after 10 years of being subjected to 10 years of physical,emotional, and psychological abuse I finally left my abuser. 10 Years of crawling,creeping and crying. It is finished and I am over it! Thank God for the freedom that Jesus Christ gives me Halleluia Amen.
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11
Jun/2008

by PaulaKutch

I'm thinking about writing a book about my dad to honor his memory. I know that writing a book is hard work but I feel I am emotionally ready to handle my grief. My dad wouldn't want me to cry over him. That's not what he would want at all.  I am going to go through my pictures and get a couple new notebooks and get to writing.
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06
Jun/2008

by PaulaKutch

I miss my dad and I wish I could ask him for his advice. He died in November of 2006. I've been thinking about him alot lately and wonder what he would say to me if he were here.  I know it's wishful thinking and I don't believe in Psychics. I think they're all fake.

I'm going through a difficult time in my life right now. I am adjusting going from being a couple with my ex-fiance to living life on my own again and it isn't easy.  I really am trying to start my life over at age 37 and... Read More

06
Jun/2008

by PaulaKutch

Thank God I made it through another week. I had a job but lost it. I wasn't confident in my ability to do the job. So I am going to try something else.

I worked my butt off for two days and things were just not going my way and I got fired. I hate when that happens but at least I know that I can look for something that I am better suited for.
I pray that everything will work out and that I will have a new job to replace the one I just lost.
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17
May/2008

by PaulaKutch

I had a nice weekend. I spent the morning watching Saturday cartoons while cleaning my apartment during commercial breaks and colored some of my fashion designs. Then I went to do some business where I used to live. The weather was nice today. I went to visit the pets and they were happy to see me and I enjoyed playing with them. After a while I went home and ate my supper and relaxed and did some art work. It was a pleasant day, Thank you God.
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