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Good Morning! I can't sleep. I was sleeping sound until my roommate came home and woke me up now I can't get back to sleep. I'm going to be very tired in th morning but for now I'm feeling ok. God is good all the time! Amen!
Today I got out of the house a and had pretty cool day. I went to my United Methodist Women's Group. We had a good meeting and I am going to be president of my unit next year. The current president has decided to step down and I take over chairing the meetings in January. Then we had lunch and after that I went home and took a nap. Then I woke up and decided to go out so I went shopping and bought some new blouses and a new purse.
Tonight I am at peace with myself. I realize I'm not perfect but I've learned alot about myself the this past week. The good, the bad, and the ugly. And I guess I can live with the fact that I have to first seek the kingdom of God before I can truly start living. And I guess being single and by myself isn't th worst thing that could happen to me but with the trinity behind me I'm never truly alone and that makes me feel more secure knowing that they are watching over me.
I'm still involved with the two churches I go to and as long as I can keep my strength up I would like to continue to go to both. I take an ecumenical view of things. I don't believe in denominational barriers. I believe as long as you believe in the trinity and are saved it shouldn't matter because we are all called to be one people under God and I truly believe in an inclusive heaven where every one believes in Jesus and the Holy Spirit and we are all equal in God's eyes.
Tonight I have a lot on my mind. Its been a busy week full of doctor appointments and disappointments but I'm coping. This week I have learned alot about trying to be myself no matter what other people may think. I went to a Christian advice website and feel much better than I did before I went on it I feel like God has blocked my path on certain issues and maybe it's time I realized this. I'm not sure what God wants me to do with my life but I am open to anything he send my way.
I'm kind of confused today but I'm getting over it. I'm going to give one more dating website a try but then if it doesn't work out I'm out of there. I know I have to take things slower but life in the slow lane isn't easy. There is this one guy that I like but he hasn't shown much interest so I guess may be God's trying to tell me my timing isn't right or something like that.
I'm a better mood now and I'm feeling better than I did this morning. I went out for a little while, had my prayer time and got over it. I wss out playing with my dogs too. There lots of fun and they made me feel better too. I guess God has other plans for me because my plans aren't working out too well. trying to meet someone to date is hard and then on top of that I am looking for work and I am trying to save money for an apartment but something always comes up that I need money for. So better luck next month.
Well! I disconnected all my dating services except 1. And I'm a little hot under the collar. I need extra prayer time to get over this kind of anger. Lord ,I'm sorry things didn't work out on those websites please help me with my temper right now. Forgive me and free me for joyful obedience. I'm sorry I've been cranky,Lord. Amen
I'm spending my Saturday afternoon at the computer. I feel happy and content to sit here and type away. Maybe someday my typing will get better. Anyway. I'm glad this week is over and I am looking forword to this week but I have a lot of doctor appointments to go to. I hope ot is nice weather for them. Today I feel relaxed and content. I have to get into my prayer time later on but so far nothing major is go on.
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