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Cheer up Paula. I must cheer up because I don't want to keep writing depressing blogs. I have to get outof this rut that I am in. I have to relearn how to enjoy life again. I was so wrapped up in a relationship with my former fiance I have forgotten how to take care of my emotional needs. I need to laugh again and have a little and lighten up!

God lifts one sheep out of the pit and I must be that one sheep that strayed from the 99. Because
I sure have gone astray in my life and I'm glad he's there to help me out of he pit.

I guess I have to get on with my life regardless of what I've done but I am glad there is forgiveness through Jesus and I hope that I can forgive myself too.

Being single again is hard. I spend alot of time thinking and alot of time alone. I tried Internet dating but it hasn't been successful so far. I haven't met anyone yet and they won't let me on until I send a check. I am terrible at navagating the Internet and I make alot of mistakes. I hope they don't cost too much money.
Maybe God is trying to tell me something and I'm just not getting it . I realize that sometimes God has to say no for my own good but I'm lonely.

I have a lot of decisions to make. Where to work?Where to live? How to get my spiritual self together?

Do believe God has a plan for my life but I hope i'm not too late to discover what that purpose is.

I am trying to decide between two churches I like going to both and I am a strong believer in Jesus.
My reaources and time are limited. Iv'e tried to be faithful to the one church for six years and the other one is closer and there are more activities. I like both congregations but I like one preaching style better than the other.

I am coming to the conclusion tha the new church is the one I want to join but I am going to miss
my other one.

It's been a very hard summer for me. I recently broke up with my fiance and there isnt
hope for us. He's is already seeing someone.
And I'm not sure about dating again yet it's been
only two months since we split up. The thing is I can'tmove out because I have to find a job and get an apartment by myself and it is kind of scary
and I'm hoping the Lord will help me and direct my steps.:

I'm back Temporarily. I am borrowing my friend's computer because mine is diconnected and off the internet for the time being. But in that time I feel I have grown closer with the Lord than before and I have been able to use the time away from the computer to read and reflect on getting closer to God. I have prayed constantly about the path my life is taking and I have made up my mind to be a devoted servant to the Lord.
Happy Easter to one and all.

Yours in Christ

Paula

I feel confused about different areas in my life. God has really blessed me and I want to show him that I love him. I try to devote my timeto volunteering and to my church but, how much
can I give of myself when at times I seem to have nothing to give him. I try really hard to move forward with him but I must confess my relationship with him has changed and i'm not sure if it's a good change or a bad change but it's different. I guess I let thing bother me and get in my way of serving the Lord like I want to. As Jesus said "The spirit is willing , but the flesh is weak. So my question is how do I become less flesh like and more spirit?

Today I have a cold and am resting but I am also thinking about how Jesus can heal people and how he contiues to heal us today. I know my cold will go away and I will be able to thank him for his healing touch.