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I want to ask God for wisdom in my life because I am facing a turning point in my life. I am no longer anger at what was done to me and I am beginning to move on. The only thing I have to do is pray for God's will in my life. And right now I am having a hard time determining what that is. Should I explore this more and try to make sense to see if I have a calling to go into ministry Because all Chirstian are supposed to be ministering but only a few are called to be leaders and i have to ask myslself if I have what it takes to succeed.
I'm wrestling with two desires I know I should put God forst but becoming a minister is a big responsibility and I don't know if i am ready for it. The more I think about the more I become totally confused. One part of myself tells me to go into clothing design and the other to ministry but I don't think I have the time and energy to do both. I think that I really need to think this through. Because it will affect the rest of my life. I wanted to get my Bechelor's degree in Christian Studies with Pastoral Care but I don't know if I have the strength to follow through with it plus it will be expensive and I don't ahve alot of money to work with but Ifeel it's still worth leaving the door opne and seeing what develops.
God, I need you're guidance. I am so bored with my life that it is not funny. I know the New Year just started and i am looking forward not backward but I need you to make my path straight so that I know what to do. I pry for your mercy and hope you forgive me. I feel as though I've let you down and I want to apologize. I thought I was going to be able to do what I said I would but it turns out I can't. I feel really bad about it and it's been on my mind for a couple of days. I am not going to make anymore promises because sometimes through no fault of my own I am unable to keep them and I really need you to fix my life for me so I won't have to make promises and not keep them anymore.
What do I expect? What do I expect out of my life? I know that I want to do better in life. I want to be happy but I need to figure out what it is going to take to make me happy. I'm looking for a part time job. I guess I shouldn't be too discouraged I just started looking again but it seems to be taking a long time before anyone will hire me. I wonder what i'm doing wrong. I know I've been away from the job market for a while. I'm not sure what i want to do with the rest of my life but I hope I figure it out before it's too late.
Happy New Year! I know I'm celebrating the year being over and I look forward to the new one. I'm hoping it's filled with good things. And if I make a resolution it will be to enjoy life more. Life is short so I might as well enjoy it while I am here. I ask for God's blessings for me and my family in Pennsylvania and New Jersey. Here's to making my dreams come true.
Today I was meditating on Jesus and it helped me feel relaxed quite a bit. I don't know if it was the clearing of my mind or that I repeated his name while I was doing my breathing technique but i was helped by just speaking his name. Imagine what could happen if I prayed in his power more often. I'm beginning to see that my life isn't over yet and I am starting a new chapter. A happier one I hope.
Today I talk to God and I told him all that was on my heart. I know he already knows what's going on but it's nice to have him listen to me. I feel really bad about something i said I would do for him but it turns out i couldn't do it and I hopw he isn't too mad at me because I am going through a very difficult time right now and I need his grace and support to see me through it. I can't go back in time and fix what I did but I know that there is pardon and peace with him.
Jesu I need you. Please come and help me in my time of sorrow. I need your reassurances of a better tomorrow. I talk to you the whole day through but I need to know what to do. I really need help getting through my life and I am looking for Jesus to help me through it all. I am amazed at the depth of your love for me and wish I did a better job of making you happy and I am sorry for the way my life turned out. If I could go back and fix what did I would but I can't and that is why I am counting on you to forgive me and to help me have a better rest of my life. Amen.
Oh Lord! tahnk you for letting it rain tonight. I might be crazy but at times you know when I need to cry and send the rain to hide my tears and show me that you cry too sometimes. It very herd on me not knowing where I am going to end up in these next couple years. But I am ready to move on. What awaits me I don't know but It's got to get better and I hope it doesn't get any worse I know I have to keep living for God because if it were up to me I would have died by now. not that I want to commit suicide or nothing but I ant to go be with the Lord at his level instead of down here where everything is so imperfect and cruel at times
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