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I am going to an Evangelist Workshop today. I am really excited. I really want to learn how to bring people who don't know Jesus closer to him.
The problems is that I am very shy about talking to people about anything. I want to be able to share my faith openly with others.

I don't get much of an opportunity to talk to alot of people but I am hoping this workshop can help me overcome my shyness and help me to be an ambassabor for Christ.

Today I had a really bad day. I went for a job interview and I got snubbed by the manager and did even get his name of an interview I was very angry when I left. I was also angry because my mew pantyhose didn't fit right. I had to get up early and go to this stupid interview. I even got mad at God.But I realized it wasn't God's fault when stupid things happen.They just do.

I have been a good experience. I took agood look at myself and I forgave myself for the first time in years. I blamed myself for everything that wnet wrong in my life. But some of it was beyond my control.

I also asked God for his forgiveness also. I wrote him a letter on Christmas day and told him everythingtht was going on inside my heart. WHich I know he already knows. ButI know tht my trials and tribulations have made me stronger than before. For the first time I am optimistic about the future.

I won't lose hope because I have a wonderful saviour who sees me and cares about me and wants the best for me even if I don't know what that is.
He is worthy of our praise and I will thank him every day.

There have been times when I have been tempted to give up but I know that God wants me to persevere.

Today was an upside down day. I was upset for quite a while I talked to god about it like I always do,but I didn't get comforted until I went to church Wednesday evening and the singing of the hymns cheered me up as I sang along with the songs they were ainging. I know I need to show God because even if my life isn't going good right now it could turn around at anytime and work out for good. And God laid it on my heart to help someone in true need. I realized then and there that I needed to help that person because I could find myself in that same situation but I have been fortunate.

Today has been a hectic day. It's just been busy and people are ina bad mood. It's like there is a black cloud hanging over my house. Everybody's mad at each other and i don't know whatto do exceptpray for this day to be over and hope tomorrow will be better.

I am still going to two different churches. I can't decide which one I like better they are both close to my heart. I have to get back to my Wednesday night book club. I haven't made it there in two weeks because I got too tired to go but I have to do better.

I want to ask God for wisdom in my life because I am facing a turning point in my life. I am no longer anger at what was done to me and I am beginning to move on. The only thing I have to do is pray for God's will in my life. And right now I am having a hard time determining what that is.

Should I explore this more and try to make sense to see if I have a calling to go into ministry Because all Chirstian are supposed to be ministering but only a few are called to be leaders and i have to ask myslself if I have what it takes to succeed.

I'm wrestling with two desires I know I should put God forst but becoming a minister is a big responsibility and I don't know if i am ready for it. The more I think about the more I become totally confused. One part of myself tells me to go into clothing design and the other to ministry but I don't think I have the time and energy to do both. I think that I really need to think this through. Because it will affect the rest of my life.
I wanted to get my Bechelor's degree in Christian Studies with Pastoral Care but I don't know if I have the strength to follow through with it plus it will be expensive and I don't ahve alot of money to work with but Ifeel it's still worth leaving the door opne and seeing what develops.

God, I need you're guidance. I am so bored with my life that it is not funny. I know the New Year just started and i am looking forward not backward but I need you to make my path straight so that I know what to do. I pry for your mercy and hope you forgive me. I feel as though I've let you down and I want to apologize. I thought I was going to be able to do what I said I would but it turns out I can't. I feel really bad about it and it's been on my mind for a couple of days.
I am not going to make anymore promises because sometimes through no fault of my own I am unable to keep them and I really need you to fix my life for me so I won't have to make promises and not keep them anymore.