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What do I expect? What do I expect out of my life? I know that I want to do better in life. I want to be happy but I need to figure out what it is going to take to make me happy. I'm looking for a part time job. I guess I shouldn't be too discouraged I just started looking again but it seems to be taking a long time before anyone will hire me. I wonder what i'm doing wrong. I know I've been away from the job market for a while. I'm not sure what i want to do with the rest of my life but I hope I figure it out before it's too late.
Happy New Year! I know I'm celebrating the year being over and I look forward to the new one. I'm hoping it's filled with good things. And if I make a resolution it will be to enjoy life more. Life is short so I might as well enjoy it while I am here. I ask for God's blessings for me and my family in Pennsylvania and New Jersey. Here's to making my dreams come true.
Today I was meditating on Jesus and it helped me feel relaxed quite a bit. I don't know if it was the clearing of my mind or that I repeated his name while I was doing my breathing technique but i was helped by just speaking his name. Imagine what could happen if I prayed in his power more often. I'm beginning to see that my life isn't over yet and I am starting a new chapter. A happier one I hope.
Today I talk to God and I told him all that was on my heart. I know he already knows what's going on but it's nice to have him listen to me. I feel really bad about something i said I would do for him but it turns out i couldn't do it and I hopw he isn't too mad at me because I am going through a very difficult time right now and I need his grace and support to see me through it. I can't go back in time and fix what I did but I know that there is pardon and peace with him.
Jesu I need you. Please come and help me in my time of sorrow. I need your reassurances of a better tomorrow. I talk to you the whole day through but I need to know what to do. I really need help getting through my life and I am looking for Jesus to help me through it all. I am amazed at the depth of your love for me and wish I did a better job of making you happy and I am sorry for the way my life turned out. If I could go back and fix what did I would but I can't and that is why I am counting on you to forgive me and to help me have a better rest of my life. Amen.
Oh Lord! tahnk you for letting it rain tonight. I might be crazy but at times you know when I need to cry and send the rain to hide my tears and show me that you cry too sometimes. It very herd on me not knowing where I am going to end up in these next couple years. But I am ready to move on. What awaits me I don't know but It's got to get better and I hope it doesn't get any worse I know I have to keep living for God because if it were up to me I would have died by now. not that I want to commit suicide or nothing but I ant to go be with the Lord at his level instead of down here where everything is so imperfect and cruel at times
Ever have one of those days where everything gets on your nerves and you really want to run out into an open field and scream. Well, I m having one of those days and I am very annoyed. I'm glad I am a child of God's grace because at the moment I don't feel very graceful. I have just been upset. Nothing new. but I am trying to figure out my true destiny and what I am supposed to do next now that my life has come crashing down around my ears. My roommates are being extra noisy tonight and I can't wait until I get snough money to get out of here so I can have some peace and quiet.
I had a good Christmas and it gave me time to stop and reflect on all that Jesus has done in my life. My family is in Pennsylvania and New Jersey and Ididn't get to go up there this year but they sent me lots of presents and let me know they care. I received a lot of Christmas cards to and I am grateful for them. There were so many unexpected surprizes in store for me. I felt like a kid again. Jesus gave me the best gift of all a new clean heart and a chance to start over.
Today I have hope in Jesus because hewashed away my sins and I can being again be a new person, an changed person an person with confidence in my Lord and hope for the future both here and now and in the afterlife as well. It took me a few days but I am coming around.
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