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I am totally confused. I don't know how I got to this point but I am desperate these days.
I'm in big trouble and I need God to help me through this very difficult time in my life. I moved into this apartment but one of my disability checks got cut and I am scrambling for rent money.
I don't want to give up my apartment but I am running out of options. I tried everywhere I could think of to get help with my rent but I didn't have very much luck with that. My friends think I should leave my apartment and buy a trailer instead and at first I thought it was a good idea but now I'm not so sure. If I have to borrow the money to buy a trailer with no heat or air conditioning.Why can't get myself a loan and use it to catch up on my bills and rent and keep my apartment?  Sometimes I can imagine how Job must have felt listening to his friends bad advice.

I finally left my roommates and got my own apartment and I'm living alone for the first time in ages. I kind of like it. I could get used to it. Now I am pondering and wondering what to do about my future. I'm done with the past and I know I need to live in the present but I want to  examine my own heart and find out what is really important to me. One of then is staying in love with God and trying to do things that will glorify him. I have alot of prayerrequest that I made to God but I also asked him question that I am waiting for the answers for. I wonder how longer it will take him to answer my request about becoming and ordained minister.

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I gave my troubles to God and he set me free. I used to be bogged down with struggles and heartache. I had grown up in church but went through a long and painful growth experience and now I can see tht God used all of those experiences to benefit me even if I didn't understand at the the time. Now I am ready to accept God's will in my life and I want to move on to the next phase of my life and I am looking for it with great anticipation.

I was looking in the mirror a little while ago. And I was liking what I was seeing. I am proud of myself. I came along way and with Gods help I will face the challenges of my life with him by my side. His love is more precious than diamonds or rubies and his compassion is from ever lasting to lever lasting and I am so glad to have him taking care of me.

Thank you God for your many blessings in my life. You are so good to me. You are a great big wonderful God and I love you. You wake me up first thing in the morning and you see me through my day and you are always near me whenever I call. You listen to me when I talk to you and you keep all of my secrets. You help me in my time of need and you always provide an answer. It may not be the answer I want to here but you always answer me and I want to thank you for tha. Amen.

I have recently started taking up walking to improve my health. A whole group of us from church have started walking together. It is a greatway to exercise and to socialize too. The weather is warmer now so I can go more often and I really enjoy walking and getting back to nature with God.

I am Happy today and God has blessed me so much this week. I am just amazed at the depth of his love. Once I thought I was alone in the world but now I know that isn't true because I have a saviour who loves me and takes care of me.

I am thinking about my future. I keep asking God to showme a new path but I haven't come to any conclusions yet on what he wants me to do. I take it day by day but I am looking forward to getting back on my own but I don't know exactly what I want out of life or what I should be doing next to please God.

I know that I want God to do his will in my life but I don't want to mistake my will for his will and I am trying to wait as patiently as I can for his answers.

I feel good tonight. It was a pretty good day.
I went to my Bible Study group and we were discussing about how God can change a person and forgive their past sins and mistakes. It is really reassuring to know that I am forgiven and have a real shot at happiness and a real future both in the here and now and also for the hereafter.