Viewing 1 - 4 out of 4 Blogs.

Perfect Love: by ShyAngel21

I've never experienced real life-lasting love. Then one day I stumbled uopn it where I least expected. A love so pure, so filled patience and understanding that I let it fill my every being. A love words can't describe. I was overwhelmed by the magnitude of it. I had always wondered where I would find this love of mine. I found it where I least expected: In my Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ.

I have been thanking and praising the Lord this week. The first sunday of this month I went to church. I know to some of you this isn't a big deal but to me it meant the world. I haven't been out of my house in three years due to my panic attacks so I avoided going out in public place and sadly this also included church. But THANK GOD! I went the first sunday of this month and have been going now every sunday and even for the wednsday services. I missed having fellowship with brothers and sisters who encourage me and pray for me. Now I am thrilled about being back in my Father's house worshiping and singing praises to Him.

I recently wrote this one. I was having such an amazing day.

Untitled 2:

Hope. Hope is the feeling that
bubbles within me.
I have a new view of my life.
It is no longer filled with
dispair and emptiness.
I no longer feel the loneliness
and unhappiness.

I now overflow with joy and hope.
An indredible change has washed
over me. I know at last true happiness.
Christ has changed me and my life
from gloom to joy.

I wrote this poem when I was feeling very depressed and at a very low time in my life, before I decided to recommit myself to the Lord.

Empty:

Sitting in the dark
I feel the vast emptiness
that surrounds me.
I feel disconnected from the
world, the people, from life itself.

Emptiness is ll I know; empty and alone is
I'll ever be.