Back yes! i'm back in Milwaukee the cold weather boo-whoo. I was surrounded by mountains gentle brothers in christ and God's Love. It was an amazing trip. God opened my eyes and showed me how patient he really is. I was at my lowest and God still had his hands on me.

Man i dunno what's wrong with me sometimes. I don't know how my husband will deal with me hahaha. Sometimes I'm just so hard on myself that i begin to condemn myself. "Therefore There is No condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus"-Romans 8:1 I love this verse.

For so long i kept asking, dwelling about how God can use me because such a "sinner". After talking to my Gospel Coach Mr. Lobely He told me that God allows us to mature in our faith and walk with Him, God is pleased with us it doesn't mean we go and make bad choices but We are under His hands, and He has a perfect plan for me. Mr. Lobely also said you know God will help you control your temper. and begin to just mo;d your heart. So true man! I will miss Mr. Lobely's laugh, dance moves, and fatherly love. Man i was like awe wow God you totally spoke to me through Mr. Lobely. I thank God for Mr.Lobely

Everytime i go out of town God always shows me something new. I am really really really ready to change. I don't want to lean on the old rags of my past I hate it, of course everyone does. My sister and I spent a lot of time fellowshipping, encouraging eachother about Faith in Jesus and waiting on Him for Every Single thing in our lives.

I sure do miss Calvary Chapel Chino Valley and the christian clothing store in one of the malls. Man that is soo awesome never seen anything like that before. I really missed being at Bible study too. But yea i'm learning how to surrender more and God is truly teaching me how to be more gentle, loving, and hopeful in Christ.

Calvary Chapel Bible College in Murrieta Hot Springs was awesome too we had a tour of our own:D It was cool. The college doesn't even look like a college it looks like a frigin' resort man! beautiful i wanna go back so bad man! There is so much to do there but God has me where he wants me. I truly believe God has me and my sister here in Milwaukee so we can share His Gospel to the Lost. We need more witnessing here:D

The open Air preaching was cool too, they had christians ask questions and people had the chance to ask questions about God, jesus, and other stuff like Hell, Heaven, evolution, and many more things people wonder about. We got to see a little bit of it. It was nice meeting my sister's friends too. California aaah! miss it still hahaha Went to the beach that same night:D My ears poped so much on the air plane and in the car weird, just weird.

Anyways i'm stuck with a lot of essays and cold weather and quietness again. I have the Lord so it's all good:D

Okay i'm gonna finish writing my essay now

Jesus Bless you all

In Christ-kay:D