such a metaphor...
i want to be broken
so i pray for it
and here i am feeling inadequate and weak and tired

this conference was a good exprerience
made some good friends

David
Jordan
Darren
Hunter
the Taylor Gang

a good experience
we went around town on saturday
and just offered people something simple...
we asked if anyone had any needs
that we could pray for

sad that most people are so blind that they say "no"
to a simple thing...

i have needs
i need prayer...

mostly
i need Jesus to come to MY rescue...
because i have no where else to go...

=Silverstein=
Discovering the Waterfront
"Discovering the waterfront"
I will promise myself I won't care
Distracting myself from your stare
And I've seen this mistake once before
With your games I will never fall for
I've hung up my guns
I won't kill again

I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

You asked for my heart
You know that I'm down
But not the way you lie to me and tear it all apart
And beg for me to stay
I've sailed off to sea
I'm not coming back

I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

Counting down
Make that sounds
When you know it makes no sense
Counting down
Till you mess around
When I know you can't ever change
Why am I trembling
Throw it overboard
When I'm ready to we'll progress
Counting down
Make that sounds
Break the silence

Pretend it's not forever
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her, I'll breathe
And I'll say she never hurt me
And look at it as learning
And laugh about the good and the bad
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together
I know I'll feel better
One day when I can make it through

I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

+++++++
help me to love
help me to know how to love
teach me...

friends...
i am sorry if i have misrepresented christ to you
he is love
nothing less than pure love...

and i should show it
and share it with you...
without thought of anyhting in return...

forgive me

blessings love and peace be with all of you

~kel