Being single again is hard. I spend alot of time thinking and alot of time alone. I tried Internet dating but it hasn't been successful so far. I haven't met anyone yet and they won't let me on until I send a check. I am terrible at navagating the Internet and I make alot of mistakes. I hope they don't cost too much money.
Maybe God is trying to tell me something and I'm just not getting it . I realize that sometimes God has to say no for my own good but I'm lonely.