Oh Lord! tahnk you for letting it rain tonight. I might be crazy but at times you know when I need to cry and send the rain to hide my tears and show me that you cry too sometimes.

It very herd on me not knowing where I am going to end up in these next couple years. But I am ready to move on. What awaits me I don't know but It's got to get better and I hope it doesn't get any worse

I know I have to keep living for God because if it were up to me I would have died by now. not that I want to commit suicide or nothing but I ant to go be with the Lord at his level instead of down here where everything is so imperfect and cruel at times