God, I need you're guidance. I am so bored with my life that it is not funny. I know the New Year just started and i am looking forward not backward but I need you to make my path straight so that I know what to do. I pry for your mercy and hope you forgive me. I feel as though I've let you down and I want to apologize. I thought I was going to be able to do what I said I would but it turns out I can't. I feel really bad about it and it's been on my mind for a couple of days.
I am not going to make anymore promises because sometimes through no fault of my own I am unable to keep them and I really need you to fix my life for me so I won't have to make promises and not keep them anymore.