I'm wrestling with two desires I know I should put God forst but becoming a minister is a big responsibility and I don't know if i am ready for it. The more I think about the more I become totally confused. One part of myself tells me to go into clothing design and the other to ministry but I don't think I have the time and energy to do both. I think that I really need to think this through. Because it will affect the rest of my life.
I wanted to get my Bechelor's degree in Christian Studies with Pastoral Care but I don't know if I have the strength to follow through with it plus it will be expensive and I don't ahve alot of money to work with but Ifeel it's still worth leaving the door opne and seeing what develops.