I have been a good experience. I took agood look at myself and I forgave myself for the first time in years. I blamed myself for everything that wnet wrong in my life. But some of it was beyond my control.

I also asked God for his forgiveness also. I wrote him a letter on Christmas day and told him everythingtht was going on inside my heart. WHich I know he already knows. ButI know tht my trials and tribulations have made me stronger than before. For the first time I am optimistic about the future.