Tonight I have been praying to God that I would make up my mind and decide whether I want to leave here early and get my own apartment in Portsmouth. If I get in I'm going to jump at the chance because I really want to get outof here the only thing. I won't have the money I was planning to save and I'll have to start all over again. But I am kind of looking for ward to beingon my own andI hope wverything works out the way it's supposed to.