Today I have the blues. I am starting to get really depressed and I don't know how to stop it from happening. I went out on my own by myself to rent an apartment and it all fell apart.

My finances are a mess and i don't know if I should get legal help for my problems. I have been praying off and on all day long but it is going to take a while before I feel any better.

I know it isn't God's fault. It's my fault for trusting the wrong man with my heart. I loved him but I had to let him go because he loves someone else. He had a choice to make and he chose her over me.

I have been trying to get on with my life the best way that I can but it is very hard when you're used to being a couple but suddenly you have to make all kinds of decisions for yourself.