I am feeling much better. I still don't know what I am going to do about my current situation but it helps to know that I'm not alone. I spent 3 hours yesterday talking to a good friend,mostly about my troubles and some about the faith I feel in Jesus. When I left there I felt happier than i had been in weeks. I know now that hard times come to everyone not just me and sometime you have to start over whether you like it or not.

But the good news is that God must be giving me chance after chance to get it right because he keeps waking me up everyday.