My Heart, it's beating slow. My body shivers from the sharp coldness that surrounds me. My headaches with confusion. My body can't take this terrible pain. I want to Shut-down. I want to quit hearing, I want to quit feeling, I want to quit seeing. I'm in Hell can't you hear the screaming? Can't you feel the pain of knowing? Can't you see the tears, the sadness? The flames are engulfing my heart, my soul. I want to Shut-down. I want to stop breathing, I want to stop living. Death what a beautiful word. Full of a neverending slumber. Full of no worries. When will my depression end? Will it ever stop? Will is shut-down and fall asleep? If it does will it awaken again and haunt me once more? Is this world this life eternal? or will it one day at long last Shut-down?