I am so ready for Christmas now! When my grandmother passed away in October, i thought that i could never be happy during the holidays. but now that i see all my neighbors houses all decorated, it makes me feel happier. I know that my grandmother would want me to be happy instead of not celebrating. tomorrow my family and i are getting a Christmas tree!!! i hope that my new kitten won't jump on it! weel, g2g! CHEER'S!!