~Give Everyone Room To Be Imperfect~
Current mood: accomplished

Hi...Jus a sharin moment....During my Bible study Time...God jus gave me the desire to Write! So i've learned in the past...when God Gives u something....U best get up No matter what time of nite it may be! and Write it down...or u will b corrected! Been there...Therefore...I wus obedient! Sometimes we have to learn the hard way!


~Give Everyone Room to Be Imperfect!~

The Imperfect Person
Livin in the Imperfect World
that expects Perfection~

I'm that Imperfect Person~Livin in this Imperfect world~Striving for Perfection "Ya know * To Be Christ Like...Not as the world would want me!" I wanna be Different....a peculiar person.....and Different is Good! I dare to take that Stand and Refuse to conform to the ways of this world!

I've failed to understand the cruel Judgemental Eye that we so easily fall under:

Your too fat~ Your too thin
Your jus rite but your too short
No ur jus too tall~either way....u jus can't win
of course your the perfect height
O~but No your hair isn't rite
Or the clothes you wear
they are outta style...Seein them is hard to bare~

Ur kinda on the stupid side or your jus too smart
either way~ You jus forgot to look deep into the heart!
I've been marked with a large scar
b-cus this wus carried way to far!

I've struggled with this...tryin to cope
when I've finally found that My Jesus offers HOPE
It's been 41 long years
And I've shed Many Many tears

I've spent these years tryin to deal
when all I needed wus to give it to Jesus
and Let him heal!

I've been tryin to Live my world 4 All of them
When I should be surrendering to him
He's shown me my true Beauty Deep Inside
and How this World is so Full Of pride

The Judgemental Eye is very cruel
Please don't play the Part...Instead Have Love as your tool!
Words can be as wounds, that cut deep into your inner most being
Let your words be "Edifying"...Buildin up~
so that People can start living!

God has ministered to me today and allowed me to write my feelings....to share....confess ur faults one to another!

I've Lived a life of insecurities~struggling to be who the world would have me be~ failing daily!
and have held alot of Hurt, Bitterness, Anger, and unforgiveness within my heart!
God has helped me thru steps of recovery! No~it won't happen over nite...But as we learn to trust in God~Every day is another day Closer to Healing!
I'm learning to love me for "ME"~Forgive myself and all those that have left pain in my heart and Love them as well!
If we don't have LOVE~We have nothing and If we can't forgive Others...How can God forgive us! I've had those scriptures in my mind...but it Wus jus so hard to come to the conclusion...I needed to take action.....Knowing God's word Should Result in obeying God's word!

TODAY:
I am moving Forward In Love and Healing as God Gives me the Strength To do That! I AM an over comer by the blood of the lamb and the word of my Testimony!

We can always find strength in Christ
And Yes God has a plan for our lives
Which may be hard to understand in troubled times
But He's there for us with open arms!

God Gives Power to the weak and Increases Their strength~ He's our very present help in time of need~trouble~Desperation!
We heal slowly and scars will remain....But without Scars...I wouldn't b able to share this and help those that, too, have been trampled by the words of this Hurtful world!

OH GOD! Create in me a clean~pure Heart and a contrite~humble spirit! That I may Love like you Love and my Love walk will be pleasin to you! That I may be quick to Love and not Judge!~
That I may continue to Overcome the need to build my life for People~But build my Life for you~ In turn~Build into the lives of your people!
May I be Rooted and Grounded in LOVE~ Slow to anger~Quick to forgive~
O God~Guard my heart~May my words to ALL~Be words of encouragement That i may build Up and not Tear down!

I Thank You God for your mercies for they are new every morning...Thank you for your strong yet gentle guidance~Thank you for opening my eyes & allowing me to see the True Person I am...One you've created...The apple of your Eye....A precious Jewel~fearfully and wonderfully made! I See Deep within a "NEW"
heart....wounds that have left scars that only you could HEAL!
The Beauty within that's been hid from the hurts of the past~Is being Released As I depend Upon God! I'm finally feelin freedom to LIVE~ Jesus u Have made me Happy!

Proverbs 17:22 A merry heart doeth good like a medicine...but a broken spirit drieth the bones.

I say...a Merry heart ~ puts a smile on your Face! o yeah!
May I go thru this Life SINGING & Making Melody in my heart to YOU LORD!
I guess that is where my song on my profile of myspace comes into this! myspace.com/myjesus4u~
Jesus has made me happy! Its not been the Greatest "things" in this world... No~Not Cars, 4Wheelers, Clothes, Diamonds...Cus truly...God is my Best Friend and he has made my Life so Blessed and He came and Made Beauty outta my mess...not thru the THINGS of this world but by his LOVE!

As we clean up the inside from all the Debris and Hurt This world has left us....we can actually start to LIVE and enjoy Life....As we do...Our true beauty will be seen...one that man can't take away and that Beauty would be JESUS!

If you are goin thru this....Be encouraged that Ur not alone! Sadly...the world has left this imprint in everyone's life....one way or the other! There is Healin to Be found....Not in Self help....But of God's Help! If we Seek him with our whole heart...He shall be found~Holdin the answer we so desperatly need! He is our shield of the very firey darts the world throws.....
Look Around...You Can Find Beauty....It's all around us!
Thru this heart of mine~may you feel the Love That God has Birthed inside!
May I encourage You~That God Healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds! There is an expected end!
Praise Him in your Storm...

We are all Imperfect Livin in an Imperfect World...That wants us to be perfect~But we can't give in or give Up...

It's like today as I was Joggin.....this came to me~

When I'm Joggin down this gravel road...I try my best to look ahead and plan the best path for my feet..
I don't always make the best choices...
Occasionally....a Gravel or a Dip in the road can cause a sudden fall...It Happens...I can't stay down....I gotta get back up, dust myself off and continue on with my goal!
In life...that goal would be "HEAVEN" so when I fall or fail In my Christian walk...I don't loose my focus...I get back Up again~REPENT and press towards the mark of the High callin! Homeward Bound!

Thanx for readin....I Jus had a blog Moment and had to share!
Comments welcome~