The summer is going by so quickly. College starts August 28. I'm going to register on July 31 so I can get the good teachers. I found out I don't have to take the THEA b/c my TAKS scores were so high. That's good I guess. I still haven't decided where I'm transferring to get my bachelor's. I was thinking maybe UTSA for the bachelor's and UT at Austin for my Master's. Well, I'm sure about the UT at Austin part anyway. I'm kinda nervous bout college though. But I don't really have that much time to think about it. I feel like my mind is on a roller coaster that never stops. I have so much going on right now, it's crazy. I'm trying to figure out when I can get my own place. I'm worrying about my best friend Jamie and everything she' going through.I'm really worried that Joe might try to hurt her. I'm worrying about Arthur going to Afghanistan. I think about that one a lot. I really don't want him to go. First, it's really dangerous, and second, I'm going to really miss him. It's only for a few months, though. But what if something happens to him? *sigh* I guess that's in God's hands. I really need to go see Bobby in the hospital. The dr said that the tissue doesn't look good and that they might have to amputate some more. Grandma isn't expected to make it much longer. Not past the summer. I hate cancer. It's such a long, drawn-out, painful disease. And I'm going through a hard time right now, emotionally. I'm really wrestling with some stuff. But God is helping me through it. I've found a few scriptures that I really like. I also fund a website that is helpful. It's www.blueletterbible.com. You can things up in different translations, you can do searches for verses with certain words, etc. I love it.